"Forgive"
To excuse

If i've never provided enough for you

It ain't easy
I feel that im not good enough to be in this position.
Staring at you.
I felt confused.
I don't wanna feel that
I don't want you to sad
i don't want you to change for me
I don't want you vulnerable
I don't wanna break highhopes
Someone told me
that if you see a future with him,by all means go ahead
and
if you don't , don't lead him on
and truthfully that is still floating in my head
But Its also impossible for me to be the kinda girl that opens up to everything i have
be the kind you wanted to have
M i the one your looking for?
I feel pain guilt
Don't feel like it