Looking Beyond the Light

"Forgive"

To excuse

If i've never provided enough for you

It ain't easy

I feel that im not good enough to be in this position.

Staring at you.

I felt confused.

I don't wanna feel that

I don't want you to sad

i don't want you to change for me

I don't want you vulnerable

I don't wanna break highhopes

Someone told me

that if you see a future with him,by all means go ahead

and

if you don't , don't lead him on

and truthfully that is still floating in my head

But Its also impossible for me to be the kinda girl that opens up to everything i have

be the kind you wanted to have

M i the one your looking for?

I feel pain guilt

Don't feel like it